OhGoshIDontKnow

'You think twice about your life, it probably happens at night, Right? Fight it, take the pain, ignite it, Tie a noose around your mind loose enough to breathe fine and tie it, To a tree, tell it, "You belong to me, This ain't a noose, this is a leash, And I have news for you, you must obey me."'     His angry eyes seemed to burn holes in your soul as his grip tightened on your shoulders. Muttering a curse between his tightened jaw, you saw an all too familiar look. He began to speak in firey whispers, trying to hold his temper at bay.     “What have you done?” he hissed, his grip tightening on your

X: You’re underaged, but you smoke cigarettes. You got dumped by Ludwig. ”I’m never what I like, I’m double sided, and I just can’t hide. I kind of like it, when I make you cry. Because I’m twisted up, I’m twisted up, inside my mind”     Sucking in the nostalgia between your teeth, you craned your head back against the alley wall.  You thought of Ludwig, the relationship was doomed from the start. You were so smothered in love you couldn’t come up for air. It was too much, and you knew it would end.     Who could fall in love with you? Nicotine in your throbbi

Sometimes..                when I say..                                       "I'm OK." I want someone,              to look me in the eyes,                                     hold me tight,                                                   and say..                                                             "Liar."

Confession. To one you love. There's always the if's. What if they don't love you back? What if you were just a friend? What if they didn't even like you as a friend? What if it was all pity? What if they wanted a toy, just to play with, not caring if it breaks? What if when you break, they still play with you? What if, they put you back together, just to break you again? What if, after this, you still love them? What if, after this, they hate you? What if you don't believe them? What if, you pushed them too far? What if, they ignore you? What if, you break them? What if, they break you? Now when facing the if's of the world,